Thank You

Thank you all for your kind words and support. I wish I could offer you more information but I just don't feel I can at this time. Things changed again as of this morning. Another phone call, another explanation and another devastating blow to my heart and to Alex's heart.

I was having chest pains all last night and I have a headache and an upset stomach right now. I'm going to try not to think about our adoption situation and I'm going to try to stay off the computer tomorrow. I might update if I can tomorrow evening. I think I'm going to take a long drive and see a friend and take my dog. I need to get away from everything negative. I'm too young to have this kind of stress and I shouldn't be having these kinds of pains in my chest. The pains are gone as of this afternoon but it worries me that I had them at all. It might have been from the shots I got Sunday for the bee sting but something tells me it was from getting so upset, maybe a combination of both.

I spent all afternoon outside with my dogs and that helped my spirits a lot. When I returned there was a note on my door from a local florist, someone tried to send us flowers. I don't who sent them, I'll try to pick them up tomorrow.

I promise I will give details when I can. Thanks again for listening to me and for offering support. It really, really helps!