I'm a bad blogger

It's the truth, I'm a bad blogger right now. Firstly, I don't have much positive to say and secondly, I'm busy. I'm busy doing nothing really. Yesterday was probably my last "big" photo shoot of the year. Things won't really heat up until spring. I've only got a few clients whose advertising campaigns I'm managing but that is keeping me busy. I also have to take care of a lot of reorders for people but that's about it.

I've been working on organizing the house and everything is put away and out of boxes. I haven't started pealing wallpaper off of the walls or even hanging pictures. I guess I don't know what move I want to make next on the house.

I'm in a funk. I don't want to sound pouty or anything, but I'm pouting. I really wanted to be a mom right now. I really wanted that baby boy home with us and since it's not going to happen I haven't really been able to figure out what to do next. I have been cooking a lot more which I love. In fact I'm going to be surfing the internet for some great recipes after I write this post. I just haven't been on the computer much other than for work stuff. I haven't visited the forums I usually visit (waving madly to all my TeaTime and FF friends). I did find out some good news, the doctor I want to look into about immunology issues, his lab excepts our insurance and nothing is billed as infertility. I need to call them and get things started there.

Part of the reason I'm in a funk is because of the attorney crap we have to go through right now. Between the failed adoption and the failed escrow on the first place we made an offer on, we'll just say I understand why most attorneys get a bad reputation. Yes, I know there are good ones out there but your peers must make it really difficult for you to be admired by the general public. I'll post about all the crap later, when I'm a little less down.